I’m lying here in my bed, wonder where it’s gonna end
This constant pain, always aware
Of what I wish was never there
Try to stand strong, try to hold on
When all I want is to let go
And spend this time in isolation
Slowly drowning in my own frustration
It’s like every move and every try
Will only end up make this worse
I try so hard it leaves no breath
When all I want is to breathe free
Hoping for this time to go fast forward
Ready to show the world I’m gonna go far
There’s all these things I want to do, whether it’s for me or you
I dream all day, I dream all night
I wish this never caused a fight
Try to show the world who I am
But even when the words came out
A while ago, this whole time seems
So damn, fucking slow
Want to feel free (never be held back again)
Want to be me (and learn to love the way I am)
Ayden
May 28
